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| You know what I hate? Reading all these happy stories with their half assed endings. Let me tell you something, life doesn't really end in happily ever after. It's not that I still have feelings for you. I just think about you constantly, can't stand the girl you're with now, and hope you miss me. The sad part of our whole situation is you walking all over my heart and me coming back and begging for more.
The best friends you hoped for aren't even half of the ones you got.
& it's been proven a thousand times tonight,
you're incapable of feeling.
So leave yourself intact
Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.
-Coheed and Cambria.
So go and tell your friends that I’m obsessive and crazy,
That’s fine, I’ll tell mine you’re gay
-Taylor Swift.
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Sorry, I've been in a weird mood lately.
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| Stay out a little later. Don't plan out your every word. Break the rules once in awhile because life's not about the desination, it's about the journey.
Hold him tight.
Kiss him in front of your friends.
Don't be afraid to spill your heart out, he'll understand.
Because you never know when it'll all end. Everyday is a new challenge for us. We fight and argue, and I cry. But in the end you're always there for me in a heart beat, no questions asked because you love me and I love you. Today I was unprepared for life and I came to you with tears in my eyes. And you took me by surprise when you didn't have to ask what was wrong. You just took me in your arms and hugged me then gave a sweet kiss on the forehead and said everything will be okay. The little things like that? They just mean the most. | | |
| I'd take back everything I ever said if I thought it'd make a difference. But the truth is it won't. And it never will because that would mean they would have to mean something in the first place.
You'd think I'd learn by now. You'd think I'd stay away. You'd think I'd hate him. You'd think I'd be tired of his games. You'd just think..
He's an addiction but there's no patch for love.
You sat there and asked me to go against everything I had, everything I was. And I did. Because to me you were something different. You had something in you that nobody else had. But I was wrong. You're just like everybody else. You pick me up just to push me right back down.
Because I hoped you'd be there when everybody else left. I hoped you'd help me up when I fell. I hoped and that was my first mistake. | | |
| I always worried that you wouldn't understand. But the truth is, you're the only one who ever could.
I was so busy trying to protect myself from you that I never realized you're the one that could save me from my deepest fears.
Shut the door and close your eyes
I promise no one saw through the lies.
Breathe in and breathe in deep,
all your secrets are mine to keep.
One more day, that's all it takes
then we'll realize we're all fakes.
you see the real me, and that's the most anyone's ever done for me.
and sometimes I think that people just look at me and say let's hurt her, let's take away everything she has, let's make her cry, let's do everything we can to make sure she can't possibly be happy anymore
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| Giving up isn't going to fix anything. I'm not saying it's going to be easy. It could be the hardest thing you've done, but I could be worth it. I promise I can be worth it.
I'll sit here and lie to myself, over and over. Because I can't love you.
Today I just want to be over you. I don't want to remember the way you held my hand or the way you smelled or how I was in your arms for hours. I just don't want to know that I miss the pillow fights and the kisses on the forehead or the way you danced with me or the way you'd make me watch a stupid show but I wouldn't care because I was with you, but the problem is as much as I deny it..I still miss you..
and maybe it's just time to face reality, you're gone.
I sit here in my room, so alone, so afriad of what's going to happen next. Everythings just taking over and I'm drowning in a world that was doomed from the start.
maybe that's the challenge, to give when you have nothing left. To take when you just can't stand it anymore. And to not be afraid to admit that you can't do it on your own. | | |
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